As much as i don’t want to admit this i think I’m fooling myself. I’d never ever say i hate someone I “love” and never have. Even when people i care for are at their worst and even if i am getting abuse as a result of it… i don’t talk bad about them. To anyone. And maybe I’m the one in the wrong here. Because sorry if this is self centered but i...
Read books. Care about things. Get excited. Try not to be too down on yourself....– Hank Green (via theglasschild)
I love you @gamsaray !
About to start a shift at a store an hour away, have to work here for a week to get some certifications so i can be a manager at my new job. I finally left my old position after complaining about it for two years. I’m nervous about sucking, I’ve only worked here for a couple weeks and don’t know everything necessary but my boss needs a manager badly. Nervous!
I’ve forgotten how to tumblr so @plasticpancakes - thanks! Glad to be back.
…. it’s all okay.
I take that back,i don’t actually wonder what it’ll be like because i don’t want to know. But i guess I’ll find out. Seriously like every relationship i have ends with the other party telling me they didn’t like me a long time ago and they “stuck around” for this or that. Cool. But it’s dishonest and it hurts more in the end. Like oh when you...
So i wonder what it’ll be like to be twenty four with two kids by two different men;one who makes life hell and one who makes my heart ache and my brain a wreck
I guess the thing that’s hardest for humans when it comes to mating is acceptance. You choose who you choose for a reason. We always want them to be different though don’t we?
Why do you think destroying everything will get your point across? Seriously, i don’t think i want to try anymore. I just want to hang out with my son for the next sixteen weeks and enjoy his short time left as an only child. Then i want like, a weeklong nap before having this baby. I kinda just want to be left alone other than my children… Grown ups make everything difficult and...
Ohhhh, it’s ‘s erotic poetry tonight. That’s why they keep talking about juices
At some spoken word thing with @gamsaray and my sister in law. This guy keeps telling me “i know you write, get up there and do something”. Uhhh, nah. My white girl shit can’t come out today haha.
I’m alive. I don’t know how to tumblr anymore. I’ll learn. I’m six months pregnant, a girl this time. Very happy.
Dehydrating the Palestinian People →
An editorial from Haaretz explains how Israel is destroying the water reserves of Palestinians in the West Bank as part of an intentional policy to ethnically cleanse the occupied territories “and thus make it easier to annex these areas to Israel.” Since the beginning of the year, Israel has destroyed 35 rainwater cisterns used by Palestinian communities, 20 of them in the area of Hebron and...
urbancatfitters: i procrastinate until it’s not even procrastinating anymore it’s just stupidity
Rahhh. Don’t know how to get photos to work on Tumblr again. I have a computer now! But no internet. Once I get that, I’ll be back full force, interweb :D For now, I just get on when I’m at Scott’s…. who, by the way, is still my boyfran O_O it’ll be 8 months the day after Christmas. Shit, son. Speaking of son…. mine will be 4 in January. I don’t...
Tak shouldn’t have to save my sanity every time this happens, because it shouldn’t keep happening. But he does and I’m grateful and I couldn’t survive without my best friend. And tak, you are right. I know you are.
Write something that inspires my fingers to move with a pen again. I feel like a stranger in a world where I cannot write. SINCERELY, a very considerably un-southern lady. Ps: your hoodie disappeared. It isn’t lost, but it vanished. I imagine it’ll show up in the same place it always was as soon as I fill that marble notebook.
It’s in the dark that your touch lights my skin on fire, And your uneven breathing reminds me that I can still feel.
We held hands and faced the abyss below. You jumped, I hesitated, and tumbled after you, your fingers still grasped in mine. I was aware of other feelings- the wind hitting my face like a thousand needles- but the warmth of your fingertips energized my blood. I imagined I could hear your heartbeat over the roar of thousands of feet passing by us, screaming. Purgatory. But not. This was heaven.
I love you.
I wish I had a computer so I could be on tumblr more. I rarely reblog anymore, I’m all text xD Just got home from my first day of a three day training class for shift management. After friday I’ll be officially certified within the company even though I’ve been managing for a bit now. The class if a little bit of a bummer because it’s reinforcement that I’m with a...
I still think about you like you’re one of them. You’re not, and it’s ok. I’m happy now. Very happy. But don’t ever doubt that you’re SPECIAL. you are.
I’m half in love, half asleep.
The way we regard death is critical to the way we experience life. When your...– Ram Dass (via yogachocolatelove)
:) i love every minute every hour everyday! Mornin and night afternoon tea time...– My ridiculous boyfriend
My life is so utterly uninteresting and wonderful and exciting and boring and drab and amazing and Scott.
Thinking about grown-up things. I want to buy a home for my son and I. It blows my mind that I have a job with a “management” title, spend all of my time working and getting overtime as much as possible, spend negligible to no money on anything frivolous … Yet simple things such as buying a home or car are out of reach. I need a much, much, much higher paying job. :/
And it’s the rainy days, now. Where I feel alive. Feel the words flowing through my blood like a fire, burning, trying to escape through the pores covered in cheap polyester. Your face flashes across my mind as I sit in the car, sneaking a cigarette before going inside after a long day at work. I told my mom I quit. She seems so proud. I don’t smoke a pack a day anymore. Those nights...
Perhaps love is a minor madness. And as with madness, it’s unendurable alone....– Andrew Sean Greer, The Story of a Marriage (via ilovehotcoffee)
Everything has been you.
Born wearing a fucking bowtie.: HEY, DID I MISS... →
danharmon: Kids: A few hours ago, I landed in Los Angeles, turned on my phone, and confirmed what you already know. Sony Pictures Television is replacing me as showrunner on Community, with two seasoned fellows that I’m sure are quite nice - actually, I have it on good authority they’re…